Hi everyone-

I am new on this website. I have really decided to pull my shit together (sorry for the curse word) and the only way I feel I can really stick with it is by getting support from people who will really understand what I am going through. All my friends are as skinny as a toothpick so I can't really talk about my weight with any of them. I have been insecure about the way I look ever since I can remember. I was never really that bad - weight wise- until my freshman year of highschool. I went to a weight loss camp the summer before my sophmore year after I started to gain weight, and it felt great! I lost twenty pounds and weighed 160. But I didn't conitue with the diet and excersies... I got lazy and eating was my way to comfort myself with my insecurities. I am now a senior in high school and I gained....roughly 60 pounds in the past two years. I feel sad and depressed and I have alot of social anxiety. Plus I was diagnosed with PCOS which makes it harder for me to lose weight, which makes me feel discouraged when I fail on a diet and leads me to eat; its just a never ending cycle. Anyways, I need a buddy to help me. Preferably a girl (but a guy works too) who is also a senior in high school and wants to lose weight or has been where i was to help me stay on track with my goals. I want to lose about 50-70 pounds before college (roughly 7 months); I know that sounds crazy but I think I can do it with the right help! (BTW: my weight is: 225is, and I am 5'9.)