My story. I suffer from mental disorders from being in abusive relationships. One year ago I couldn't even leave my house. It was like that for about 8 years. I would always need a companion to go with me. I got with a decent man who hasn't abused me or controlled me, and he encourages me. I've been with him for two years. I discovered happiness for the first time in almost a decade of severe depression.
I started to attend Nami Mental Health Support groups. I joined my church on the praise team to sing and as a Fusion Youth Group Team Leader. I then went on to publish my books designed to help others become better, happier, and healthier. This past week I got the call back for my volunteer application to be a WEAVER which means Women Empowered Against Violence in Every Relationship. Therefore, I will be publically speaking and spreading inspiration, happiness, and most importantly domestic violence awareness.
My life is finally blooming after a decade of misery. I am truly happy with my life. Although I am nervous, I am even more excited for what life has to offer me.
i have myself suffered horrable abuses , it just got where i could leave house , i want friends but i do not trust easy my ex husbands married my best friends , both tried to kill me first husband countless times he drugged me even threw my pregnancy , he was so bad that police paid for my divorce, they could not arrest him they could not figure out why , years later there was someone in the courthouse why had fixed my record for this includes torture, unknowing dropping drugs on me , he threatened to kill my whole family if i left . gang rape my baby was a month old.
another thing he kidnapped my kids not once but twice then raped my daughter before i caught up with him . they stab her in back with ice pick , i spent thirty years trying to fix my kids from first time , then i found out he had been living less than 30 miles from me, one day i went to my daughters house and there he was i cannot tell you how i felt it started all over again.
my second husband was a cheater liar, he was dating this woman who i was helping because her husband threw her out i lent her my brand new car , went and helped her clean and paint and all this time she was having affair with my husband , in the end i gave up let him go he wanted to come home i just could not do this anymore. married to him for twenty years it crushed me , in the end they tried to do me in my grandson who was six told me that she gave grandpa white powder to put in my food and in medicine i got real sick lose down to 95 pounds in two months , finally when i put restraining order on him i started to get better . then i knew i was so sick from dec to may , i told police they did shit , he also had my boy involved in drugs i had no idea , he almost got one dead, but gave him his first line coke the meth . we got him off but it took tons of time ,.
both my husbands , belong in prison yet they live free , plus my kids are with add , adhd, bipolar, autism
six kids school can you imagine what my house was like in the morning, you should write my book im working on getting rid of these feeling put them away . . this is just tip of iceberg sorry did not mean to get blabby on your post, i want to write a book but im not good with writing, i have been raped twice but abuse seems to find me ,been lost at sea , been in hurricane winds, lastly my family my mom died at 58 , my dad at 60 , my one sister was murdered , other died from complications of surgery . i have adopted sister left of course family but there gone feel left behind if that makes since , there details about things i cannot put online , after first husband had complete nervous breakdown so bad they thought i would be locked up my whole life , but here i am he gave me tree weeks i threw out pills then face my demons head on i won my mom helped me god bless her i used to drink stayed drunk for two years , then i quit moved to start over before my kids where any older , i changed into responsible outgoing , never hardly ever touch booze but can have drink and stop, hugs min
Wow, That's a lot for you t have to handle. I am so sorry about what you have been through. I'm so glad you got free from that horrible circumstances. Writing it all out may be beneficial for you, it was for me. I'm glad you found my group and welcome. I hope you can get tidbits to help you out a little. I'm here whenever you need me. Hugs
yes i have im strong because it was a lot my writing is terrible but it dose help . one thing i try not to be there victim everyday once in a while ill get upset but i think i could survive most anything now it made me tough i practice every day to be better just to spite them abusers, i think in some way it made me a better person, i love kids thats why i had so many loved being a mom at the time my kids went to school they did not have known about autism, or add adhd they just lost out there thanks guys hugs min
another thing he kidnapped my kids not once but twice then raped my daughter before i caught up with him . they stab her in back with ice pick , i spent thirty years trying to fix my kids from first time , then i found out he had been living less than 30 miles from me, one day i went to my daughters house and there he was i cannot tell you how i felt it started all over again.
my second husband was a cheater liar, he was dating this woman who i was helping because her husband threw her out i lent her my brand new car , went and helped her clean and paint and all this time she was having affair with my husband , in the end i gave up let him go he wanted to come home i just could not do this anymore. married to him for twenty years it crushed me , in the end they tried to do me in my grandson who was six told me that she gave grandpa white powder to put in my food and in medicine i got real sick lose down to 95 pounds in two months , finally when i put restraining order on him i started to get better . then i knew i was so sick from dec to may , i told police they did shit , he also had my boy involved in drugs i had no idea , he almost got one dead, but gave him his first line coke the meth . we got him off but it took tons of time ,.
both my husbands , belong in prison yet they live free , plus my kids are with add , adhd, bipolar, autism
six kids school can you imagine what my house was like in the morning, you should write my book im working on getting rid of these feeling put them away . . this is just tip of iceberg sorry did not mean to get blabby on your post, i want to write a book but im not good with writing, i have been raped twice but abuse seems to find me ,been lost at sea , been in hurricane winds, lastly my family my mom died at 58 , my dad at 60 , my one sister was murdered , other died from complications of surgery . i have adopted sister left of course family but there gone feel left behind if that makes since , there details about things i cannot put online , after first husband had complete nervous breakdown so bad they thought i would be locked up my whole life , but here i am he gave me tree weeks i threw out pills then face my demons head on i won my mom helped me god bless her i used to drink stayed drunk for two years , then i quit moved to start over before my kids where any older , i changed into responsible outgoing , never hardly ever touch booze but can have drink and stop, hugs min