so yeah, i have been on DS for a while, but new to this site... and well... i am currently in the Navy, and well... i now have this medical issue... and because of it, it is impossible for me to deploy, go overseas, anything. the only thing i am fit for is shore duty. I have been in the military for 3 years now, and i can't do my part. I joined because of 9/11... and well, i am feeling a lot of shame and feelings of inferiority, because i see guys all around me going on IA's, deplying... and to top it off, i can never earn my dolphins (trained submariner). I realize that this post sounds whiny, but there it is.
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