I havent been wanting to go out of the house and havent beeon out of it for weeks now. The only time I leave is if I have a dr.'s appointment or there is somewhere I can't get out of going. Everyone seems to think that a job will help me get back on my feet and be okay with being out in public. So I filled out an application a few days ago and I got a call back and I had to go to the place and fill out some paperwork. I was fine while I was there, but the hubby and I had to go to a few more places and I got really sick. I think I went out for to long for my first time being out in about a month. I was out for at least 4 hours or so. I got really dizzy and felt like throwing up. I also felt so tired at this time and actually fell asleep in the car which I never do. Ehhhh I don't know anymore I need someone to tell me whats wrong with me instead of asking the doctor and having her say just get over it. If I could get over it I would. Why do people think that I just want to be sick? I don't want to be sick, I want to feel healthy for once and be able to do things normal people do without having anxiety attacks or getting so sleepy I can't function right. What should I do?
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A hobby, like art. I make music and it helps my anxiety, stress and if I can't sleep it gives me something somewhat productive to do instead of just sitting there freaking out. I take anti depressants, smoke a lot and drink a lot. That's how I manage. I hope you find just what you're looking for.
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