Aww Im so sorry for your loss... I have had my share of losses at the beginning of this year. Within one month 4 family members passed away I still get sad but I dont like to show it to people. They dont understand they think I should just get over it and its not like that. I hope you feel better soon. Hang in there death is never an easy thing,.

Hello Parker I was just coming back here to see how you are holding up? I hope to hear from you soon, and also hope to hear that you are doing well... If you ever need someone to talk to I am here. You can always look me up on Facebook if you want.

Got my good days and my bad. Glad the hollidays are over. Still stare at a couple boxes every day that are in my bedroom corner from my Mom's house I have never gone through. Nightmares I'd been having have turned more pleasant... had one my Mom and I went shopping and running around doing errands. It was actually the most relaxing night of sleep I'd had in years.

Well I am glad that the dreams you have been having are good dreams of your mother. She wouldn't want you to be sad even though its natural and we are going to feel like that from time to time. Just think of what your mother would do or tell you in situations and live a good life because that's what your mother would want. I really hope you have people where you are to support you also. I am sorry that I have not been on much lately, a lot of things have been going on and I have been busy. I am going to be starting to go back to work soon so things are going to be really hectic. I hope to talk to you soon. Inbox me if you want to chat!