Hi Diane
I know how you feel, i lost my husband 3 weeks ago, and i have been doing like you crying all the time>
I just joined this site, but unfortunatly i can not figure out how to chat on it
i managed a few days ago.
but have not been able to reach any one since.
would love to chat with you.
i joined as ladybug1967 if you want to reach me and know how to work this site better than me.
my e mail is jeninneweddie@yahoo.ca
or add me as a friend
bye for now
Jennifer

I am so sorry. The pain and sadness is so hard to handle in the beginning. I was on this site 8 years ago when my husband passed away. It was a big help to me.
There are no exact ways to handle the grief. It is different for all of us. I joined a local bereavement group attached to a local hospital. I was very beneficial for me. I walked around as if I was lost for a long, long time. It gets easier. I also, ordered a couple books on "loss" that I read intently. That helped me a lot too. I wish you love and peace. It will come.
Lindanne