Be strong. It is harder than folks think. I'm at 2.5 years. The time between gets longer but the down times are just as hard. Life goes on....but never the same. Kathy

I FEEL SO TERRIBLE FOR ALL OF YOU. JUST WANTED TO GIVE YOU ALL A HUG..((((((LADIES)))))))

I am new here, dont really understand the site, is there a chat room, or is this all there is, leave a message and no answer, I left one and nothing, still feel alone

HI
i lost my husband 31 days ago and i feel the same whay you do, IT is getting worse.
My husband committed suiside. August 1 st 2011
And i am having a were hard time copping with life, and life with out him.
we did everything together.
iam So Sorry for your loss
Jennifer

I lost my husband 5 months ago..The pain is starting to dull but there is a huge hole in my heart..About once a week now I sob myself to sleep...It was daily so I feel like I'm making progress...

It's been 10 months, but it feels like yesterday. He had many medical issues, but was doing well. He always made me talk about moving on because he always felt he would leave first. He was right, and it was very sudden. I promised him I wouldn't do anything "stupid", our words, but there are so many times I just want to be with him. He said to keep going, I said I would get a dog, so I did, she rescued me. I feel he sent Freedom to me, name and all. I'm still very scared and lonesome, but only for him. I guess I better find my "boot straps" and pull myself up, as my husband always said.

hi Maria, it is such hard and lonely road. I too am struggling I lost my husband 3 months ago at the age of 38 . He dies suddenly at home with myself and our two children. myself and a neighbour worked to revive him .... but no luck. I feel so incredibly lost , I am 31 years old and was on parental leave with my baby who is now 9 months old , I also have a daughter who turned 5 , 3 weeks ago. I am trying to keep it all together , but too be honest it is getting harder with each passing day. My husband was well and truly loved so I have plenty of support , however the one person we all need when struggling is not here. We had been together since I was 19 and married for 6 years. Seems so unreal that life carries on......

Yep, I lost my husband 6 months ago. I think at first you must be numb and then the shock hits.
A lot of anxiety and fear. I miss him so much but I will also be glad when some time passes.
I am having a hard time getting through each day. Retired, so a lot of time to think.

1 year for me my world has been in shambles for that long!! And there is so much background noise going on with politics and social media.... How the hell do people find the time to waste precious time over stupid pointless shit!!! How could these people walk around as if nothing happened when my world has ended....