Hi! I’m new and lost!  Almost 36. Trying to finally have a baby, but obviously there’s a reason I’m posting in this support group that seems empty.  So I shall use this just to get my millions of thoughts out, spelling and grammar errors and all.

Try To stay positive and strong. To Know good things come to those who wait.  Waited for me to find the right man, that treats me right, takes care of me emotionally and physically. Waited for myself to grow up and be stable emotionally and financially. Waited for the right time. Which I thought was now.  But for some reason now that I’m ready to have a baby, my body says otherwise.  However, my dr says  I’m fine.  That my hormone levels are great. That my uterus and tubes and ovaries and whatever else they Check out in there, all looks great.  But for some reason we’re just not getting lucky.  Apps are just making me frustrated.  Peeing on stick after stick after stick to see if I’m ovulating just to pee on more sticks to see that it’s negative and not pregnant this month. All I know is time can only tell.  I’m not a religious person but I do know that if it’s meant to happen, I guess it’ll happen one way or another.  

I know I’m not in this alone. I know I’m not the only one out there struggling to handle day to day life and the frustrations along with trying to procreate! So, Whomever you are, Wherever you are, others are in this with you and we’re here for each other.  Best of luck!  And, I just joined this group and have absolutely no idea if anyone is going to see this or if I’m simply writing just write?  Into oblivion I go!  

TMP