Sorry long story...
So im 27 my husband and I had been trying for almost 2 years to get pregnant before we decided to seek help. obviously we hadn't been successful so I wanted answers. We found out his sperm count was low and one of my tubes was screwed. I'm even going to have to have one removed.We talked to the Dr and came to the conclusion that we were going to have to go through IVF in order to conceive! Of course we were devastated, shocked, scared, literally experiencing every emotion possible. I didnt know whether to be upset and cry or be excited because we at least have an option. It's not like there wasnt hope. I didnt really know how to handle the news bc I never thought I would be that girl, the one whose body is "messed up"! I always thought it would be easy and we would have a big family! Ha who knew we'd be where were at today, meeting with a fertility specialist. My husband and I talked about it and I'm finally okay with having to go through IVF. Am i nervous YES. But we'd do anything in the world to have a baby. I'd do anything to be a mom. Little did I know though that this would probably be the most difficult, emotionally draining thing I'd ever have to go through. People asking ALL the time when were having a baby and isnt it about time yall start having kids! If only they knew. I literally have days where I just cry bc so many people that I know are having babies and posting their cute pictures. I cry everytime I see a new Facebook pregnancy announcment! Sometimes I just cry just bc. And then I have days where I'm pissed at the world. Why me? I'm excited to start this journey but I'm scared bc what if the IVF doesn't work. I've gotten my hopes up so many times with thinking I'm pregnant, just to be let down again and again.. I know god has a reason for all this madness and I do believe he has a plan for us.. but emotionally I'm drained.
For those of you who have already been through this, what are some things you did to help you cope? Lately I've been having a really really hard time emotionally and I just need some friendly advice on how to handle all these emotions.