Hi Ladies, It has been awhile since I've gone through the 2ww, as we just started trying again after a m/c this summer. I am going crazy. We are ttc using femara and olvidrel, due to me not ovulating on my own. Anyway, we were very diligent about bd-ing, 4 days in a row during ovulation time. For the last week I've been having preg symptoms-nauseous when stomach is empty, bbs are huge, hot all the time, really vivid dreams, etc. But, it's really hard to know if it's just wishful thinking, you know? Then today, even though I know it's too early, I took a pregnancy test. I did it this afternoon. I'm so mad at myself, because I told myself I would wait until day 14 dpo at least, because with my other pg I had 4 negative tests testing early, and then a positive one 14 dpo. Well, I apparently have no willpower and just had to take one this afternoon. It was negative of course, or at least probably negative. When I held it under a light, my dh and I could both see the thinest, faintest line. I mean really thin and really faint-so much so it could just be a line that was already there. Now I'm obsessing even more than before.
I guess I just needed to vent because I know that many of you are familiar with the 2ww, and how it can turn an otherwise sane person into an obsessive, single-minded crazy woman who thinks that everything is a pregnancy sypmtom-That is me currently. Anyone else out there in the 2ww, and can relate? Good luck to you all-Thanks ladies!