My Story (I'm New Here)
Hi everyone! I am new here. I started pulling in 4th grade when a family member was in a car wreck. I've had other tramatic events and pulling has always been my relief. There have been times I've stopped to get my eyelashes to grow back but I always relapse. I get so excited when they are long enough to wear mascara but once I start pulling again it really breaks my heart. I just want to be a girl who has long, beautiful eyelashes but I don't know how to get them to grow back thick and actually keep them. I would love to hear everyone's suggestions.
I've been a picker for some years now. I was abused physically as a kid that caused me mental anguish that I haven't worked through yet. I was able to stop picking for a long while but in the last 8 years I started picking again but in a much more aggressive manner. My husband has made it clear to me tonight that he is disgusted by my picking and that I'm starting to look like an old bald man. I...