I was raped since I was 10. When I was 12, he thought I was old enough to learn 'new' things. So I had to have oral sex. He would grad the sides of my hair when he 'came' he would hold me onto him by the sides of my hair. I thought that if I pulled out the sides of my hair, he would not be about to do that and stop. So I did. I pulled until I was bloody. He stopped for a while, but then started up again. I though I didn't pull enough, so I did it again, again and again. Now nothing won't grow there. I wear wigs now. Everyone laughs at me. I don't care because I know why, so it means nothing. Anyway, I can't stop pulling. Is this really trichotillomania? or not. Advice?
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