I'm back ...
So last time I was on here, was 12/27/16. I've relapsed since then, in a number of times. In case you haven't read my story, I've been battling this for 12 years. It's not something I can just stop. It's not nearly that simple. It's that thing that you do when youre bored, stressed, or anxious. It's that thing that makes you content for a split second. Until you realize the impact that it had, or you see the bald spots. Then you get that lump in your throat. That regret. The embarassment. Like "Oh shit. How am I supposed to cover that now?!" Summer is here. I can't just wear a hair piece to the pool and beach. And what am I going to say when my boyfriend asks to see my hair down? It's been 7 months, and he's never seen me with my hair down. I know that he would probably love me through this, but I'm not comfortable with it. I've never opened up about it to anyone, except my mom. I'm not telling him. I'm just trying to stop so that he never has to ask me. But how? How can I stop something that has been apart of my life for years; for over a decade. I've read articles about wearing gloves and socks on your hands, but you can just take them off. I've been through therapy and medications. I have fidget spinners and fidget cubes. I have things that are supposed to help me. But it's not all about feeling the hair in my fingers. It's about feeling it slowly coming out of my scalp. Feeling that tug and release. About seeing that pulpy root and gliding it onto my lips and into my mouth. It's about the experience. But I'm done. I want to stop. I truley can't take it anymore. I wanna look good and sexy for my boyfriend. I wanna let my hair down. I wanna do shit that other girls can do. Help me out! If you have any suggestions on what I should do,l just comment or hmu .. please.
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