i'm still transitioning in my own way, but people aren't understanding because i'm not transitioning to either gender, i'm just transitioning into myself, not feeling like myself physically causes me so much pain... and i'm worried it'll be years until i'll get to transition fully, considering i'm a minor and my parents don't understand

Some people can be very judgemental, infact, I have no doubt there are people who judge me because I haven't fully transitioned, but I don't give a shit. Its like I just said, you have to be happy with yourself, and if you arn't, then its something that you have to change for you.

Everybody has to transition in their own way, this may simply be the way that you need to go. Just be yourself, learn to accept yourself, and then to love yourself.

Ashley

I understand and feel the same way. I'm also nonbinary. The truth is we live in a gendered world and no matter what people will try to label us male or female. I had a waiter calling me ma'am just the other day and it was making me feel really dysphoric but I couldn't bring myself to say anything, he was just trying to be polite after all. The world won't change around us, we have to be the ones to make and enforce any change we want to see. Walking down the street people who you don't know probably won't see you and think, "Hmm... they are neither a boy nor a girl." but you can make it known to the people who matter. That's all we really can do.