Oh heavens, I'm so happy. I went to the movie Elysium last night, alone cause I'm newly single (and that is what you are supposed to do) and while I was waiting for it to start I checked my email because I had a free month trial on my smart phone, (which I got for free and don't know how to use). BOOM - Job Offer from....!!!! YEAH, my laborous depression wait is over and I can pay my bills.

Okay, so the pay is considerably lower, but the job is a lot less stressful and the company is a lot more fun and I know a bunch of these people from the industry and even by private parties. The interview was like hanging out with friends, they were complimenting me on my style and fairness in dealings over the years instead of grilling me. You see, this company was my #1 supplier and we got along great and when I went to that golf tournament, a fellow said, 'send me your resume' so I did, and then they found a way to use my skills.

I'm not purchasing but I am project managing and I'm working with customers and using my electronics knowlege to get them on track to supplying the correction information for manufacturing, the way I was on track. I'm taking on all the high end customers.

AND...talking to the owner, who I've known for years, he has absolutley no intention of selling out to any other company. Strictly private! I have lost my last two jobs to sell outs to big international corporations, and no more! This job may take me to retirement.

OMG!, this is everything on my list. Less $$ now, but I took out all of the stress that was killing me, yet enough challenge to interest me. And they are big enough that I can grow in $$ so it's all good. And I know so many people there already! I'll be walking in to hugs.

I can work, then go home stress free and create art, pay my bills, and all is balanced.

I can't stop crying. I have a killer migraine too so the pills will do that.

I want to thank you guys for helping me keep my stuff together. Seriously. It's hell waiting for that day that 'something better for you is coming' and I knew it too, but the wait is horrible and your support is so deep it is unmeasurable.

A deep hug to all of your kind gentle giving hearts for reaching out to me during a very low period.

Angela