Hard to find a support group for the ones who did the cheating..... If you are sorry for your mistakes, want to be a better partner/person and can't find anyone to accept your apologies, we will here!
hi all, I've been wanting to post in here for awhile now but to be honest didn't want to go into much detail about the horrible past that I was hoping to leave behind me.... but it seems that reality is showing me that unfortunately it's not going to be that simple. I may NEVER be good enough for my husband and that thought alone really gets to me. I try so hard and work my arse off for not on,y our two young girls but also for him- I've always put him up on a pedal tool... even with things he has done in the past, because of my unfaithfulness, he is always up high and I spoil him. I know I do.... but lately it's like I am exhausted. Not from all the effort because I would try forever to make him happy but I guess from the thought of filling a gap that is unfillable. I'm never going to be able to make things up to him and it's always there in his mind.... just wondered if any of u are in similar situations and could share your thoughts.
i love him with everything I have and I know I couldn't live happy without him... just really wish I could be confident saying he feels the same way.