some of it LOL, but for the most part no

no???

why not?

(hard to imagine someone so nice , not for the most part)

My childhood was hard. The man I married had issues too. I can now look back and see my parents did the best they could and I feel more at peace about it. I'm hoping with time I can see it (my failed marriage) differently too. There are many things I would like to do, but cannot afford. I guess you could say, my plans didn't work out. I do know there are plenty of people who would give anything to be me...so I feel a bit selfish saying I have not enjoyed my life. It has had it's good moments...it's just been hard and I feel cheated. I'm not angry about it...just feel I should be further along is all. Hope that makes sense.

As far as being nice. Shouldn't we all be nice?

Joyride sent me many pm messages and I didn't respond. I went to respond today and i noticed they weren't available anymore. Is she/he still a member?

I sent one today and didn't hear back either.

To the post though - what MisRed said .... I have Really Enjoyed a Lot of my life .... I have NOT enjoyed a large lot of it ..... lately though I am starting to really get off on it!