I'm still around. Been struggling. Went through a cancer scare. Had to have a colonoscopy to determine if part of my colon needed to be removed (it didn't). And my job of 26 years was eliminated, so I'm  unemployed and being hassled by the unemployment office. (Yes it's their job, but they are treating me like I don't want to work and are trying to send me for jobs I know will only add to the stress on my life). I had a breakdown a few days ago and scared my husband  and was almost dragged to an inpatient facility. I have some difficult decisions to make and   I can't think straight. I keep telling myself to hang on......things will be better in a few months. Hope I'm right. Miss you guys....just been too depressed to chat. Hope you all are ok!