You know what it's like to walk up each day and feel like you can't do anything? Like everyone else around you is soaring in the air and reaching their goals and your just on the ground laying there? Yeah, you may have had that day every now and then, but have you ever had that feeling every other day? That's what I feel like...
From the time I was in elementary school I was always different from the other kids, I was taller than the boys, I had quite a bit of curves for someone my age and I guess that turned me into a social outcast. Fast-forward to middle school where my social skills are really put to the test. Sure I made some friends at the beginning but later I we all seemed to stop talking and I was alone again by the time high school came around. This is my point in time where I'm trying to make a change, but nothing is going right. I compare myself to other girls at my school then look at myself in the mirror and wanna cry. I know that I'm to young to care about weight loss but I have nothing, my grades are horrific, I don't have close friends, I feel like I have nothing to feel accomplished about. Other girls can say 'well my grades are bad but I look good' but I can't say ANYTHING! I workout then eat EVERYTHING, I study my butt of for a test and fail miserably, I have no self control when it comes to eating and I can't even make it to honor roll.... Some days I can brush it off but other days... I just can't take it. Can anyone else relate and/or have a story they want to tell?