I am so sick of always being expected to just do whatever I'm told no matter what, and be expected to be happy about it. I feel like whenever I do something to willingly help out and am not told to do it, then later it goes unnoticed and they have a new list of things the "perfect daughter" should do. I'm sick of it. It's like if I don't do something the way they believe I should whenever they're so used to be being the good one then I'm in trouble!! I'm human for heaven's sake!! I need to be able to figure things out and be given freedom as I show I'm responsible not be given more expectations that I have to live up to along with responsibilies without an increase in freedom.
Cliche as it may be, being a teenager in this generation sucks. We're supposed to enjoy our "carefree childhood". Well news to all the adults out there who think we are lazy something's, we have to work our butts off now.
*end rant*
Cliche as it may be, being a teenager in this generation sucks. We're supposed to enjoy our "carefree childhood". Well news to all the adults out there who think we are lazy something's, we have to work our butts off now.
*end rant*
New Rant::
Really what the hell is with certain days!? Like, oh I don't know, *Today* ? I swear some days just want to annoy the hell out of people. I'm sick of taking on things for people; I had to take someone's "job" over for the day because they were idiotic and overbooked their day. I wouldn't have minded if this was the first time, but they always do it and I'm sick of it.
And I really don't know why I even let myself get excited for things anymore; they never happen. I know I may sound like a pessimist, but it's what happens. And I can't seem to get anything done that I need too; I lack the feeling to do anything and I suck for it, I know. Damn even my vacations aren't vacations.
I'm sick of never getting to really hang out with my best friend because of her father and dealing with others who just.....
I feel like I'm getting played with when I think I can get close to someone. There's someone I'm close to in name and another in feeling but then I can't understand why they are the ones who always get me worked up. V_V I know neither of them mean to but... damn. One I'm fairly sure I'm important to, but with the little that I see her now I'm not sure. And then the other... I'm not even sure I'm really important too but I always feel like an idiot thinking this when I talk to them because I feel like they are sincere but the lack of contact and stuff really gets to me...I can't help but wonder if they were ever serious in the first place since I feel like I'm being played.