I started writing down shit to get it solved and im so problematic. Even my mom cant stand me.
Anxiety (Social anxiety, Insect phobia, Sleep phobia)
Depression (self harm, suicide, coping mecanisms)
Low self esteem
My mom thinks its for attention. As soon as i kinda work out one of them anotherone pops up. I never seem to be fully cured by any of them either.
Why am i like this?
My friend committed suicide last week and I can't stop thinking about it. My roomate at school was just telling me about how shes done with life, and how HER friend just attempted, and another friend of mine is practically starving herself. I'm just a wreck and for the first time in a long time I feel the urge to cut. I don't want to... But it is so strong... I am so depressed... Please help
If anyone can relate to this at all, please reach out to me. I'm having a hard time dealing with the loss of my good friend. I know deep down in my heart he didn't mean what he did. It was an impulsive mistake, and once it was put into action he couldn't stop it. I wish he didn't do it, but when the mom described the scene to me, I saw it in detail as if I was there and saw what she saw. It's...