Anyone with a terminal illness feel free to express yourself anyway you choose. I am terminally ill and find there are no support groups that I can find anywhere. I feel it's important to communicate with others at all stages of life. While we are breathing we feel many emotions. Express love,express pain. Be heard and know there are people who do care.
Sorry to hear of your illness. With COVID -19, I have 7 major risk factors. I felt my life was over, because I would not recover without medicine. Now, they are using Plaquenil, which I have used for RA. I have enough left for me to start them if I start showing symptoms.
Anyway, sorry it took so long to see this.