hi. I would just like to seek advice from you guys. I graduated from nursing six years ago. I tried completing a certain training. I finished it but i was having a hard time. I was so stressed out and the other nurses where noticing that too.I have anxiety disorder and depression (that could be schizoaffective-that was the doctor's impression on me just 2 weeks ago). I attended a second training finished it, but again i barely survived. I was not calm and always worried. I get obsessive compulsive and I always check what im doing. Then I decided that the job wasn't for me because its too stressful. I tried going back to school twice to study to become a teacher. But due to anxiety and brain fog, it didn't work out. I applied for a call center job twice but i was not accepted. I attended a one day seminar about jewelry design but the hands on is difficult for me. I cant focus. But i refuse to give up. Even if it hurts big time. I figured out recently what about selling baked goodies. So i went to to a baking school for a 1 day class. It is a demo class. I was able to cope. Through watching the demo. But i figured out if I can make enough money out of baking. I don't know if can do it.

I never had a job in my life because of what i have in my head, the anxiety is there every time im trying something new. I see my friends having the best time of there lives. I cant help but to feel inferior. Just two weeks ago i had a talk with my doctor and he said my thoughts are negative. To the point that I cant move on.

Right now at 28 years old, I'm lost. I worry if there is a job suitable for me. My friend is inviting me to work on a day shift call center job. I want to earn my own money. But i worry too if i can keep up with the stress in a call center. A lot of people are telling me that its stressful to work there. I am completely lost! Any advice??