hi everyone. it looks like therapy will be coming to an end soon since there isn't much my therapist can teach me, so we are gonna finish up with assertiveness and probably do a summary on my file. yea, i learned a lot and other stuff i don't have to agree with. i got the tools but for some reason still lacking the proper survival to get out of my own situation. as i have stated thousands of times, i am still looking for a job and still have no money to do anything else not even staying with friends since they dumped me or relatives dont care about the strangers on the other side of the country i dont know them anyway.

i have done some research on transitional housing again more hoops and loops than anything else - nothing really for single childless people like me. cant really take a job if i dont ever hear from the employer whether i call or not and my lack of work history isn't doing anything, still volunteering been 9 mos now had an interview last week with the county library for a library position and i didnt get it. i dont understand how do u make things happen? these places want stable income how many people right now actually have a stable job in this depression? not very many. however, my main goal keeps getting pushed further and further yet my therapist doesnt want me to focus on the end goal she did say her suggestion is to get out of that house asap if i had an income. i was doing lots of praying but no answers mostly dreams of me on my own and very happy that's it but they never told me how i did it.

i have progressed when it comes to housework learning at my boyfriend's house. hmm i need a role model ugh i really dont have much hope to do this....idk but i guess that's my update