So after losing Evelyn at 24 weeks last October and having a recent miscarriage at 10 weeks in June, I was having such a difficult time coping that I went to see a medium to help ease my broken heart. It was a friend's family member that did this for me out of the kindness of her heart. She stated my grandmother was with me and that she was by my side. My grandmother and I had a strong connection because she too lost a little girl. She said my grandma knew what I was going through and was with me, supporting me. She told me both my babies were with me. My last baby was a boy. My babies were telling me to stop blaming myself and to stop asking why. My babies told me they were ok and they were both with each other. They told me that they are watching over me and will not let anything bad happen to me. They could not tell me when I would be pregnant again but gave me a significant date of April 19, 2016. The medium said she saw 2 tiny bright light around me which were my two babies. This meeting made me feel so relieved of the pain. I know now that they are ok and taking care of each other. My husband and I have decided to try again next week when I ovulate. I can't help but think the date given to me could very well be the day I deliver my rainbow baby. I hope, wish, and pray that this time God will bless me with my rainbow baby.