i lost my son almost one year ago. Since then i have become pregnant with our second child, and am now current;y 22 weeks along. Ever since i lost my son, i've noticed the stars more,how they are tinkling and shimmering, and always thought "that's my little boy!" And throughout the anxiety of almost losing this pregnancy and having to get tests done,i've always noticed the stars...but lately i havent seen the one same tinkling star..... i always noticed its position in the sky, and the way it kind of shines brighter that the rest. but it seems to have disappeared! But its almost like my son was there strong throughout the worry, and now that we know everything is fine and we will have a healthy baby, he has kind of gone to rest....knowing everything will be ok.....like he was watching over me.....taking care of me! i just wonder if anyone else has noticed this.....it was almost like a spiritual sense of him there before, now it feels like he has completed his mission and now its time for him to rest in peace....anyone feel like this????
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