Stillbirth Support Group

This community is dedicated to those who have been impacted by a stillbirth. A stillbirth occurs when a fetus which has died in the uterus, during labor, or during delivery exits a woman's body. For help and support, share your experiences and learn how others coped. Don't forget that you are not alone.

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So much pain..

Marthar1201
Marthar1201
Since I lost my baby ever night I've being crying myself to sleep. Right now I am feeling extremely depress. Just thinking about everybody.... enjoying a weekend with their familyand kids...... and here I am lonely....while my husband is at work..... this should've being my busy weekend too... probably wiping my baby....taking him showers..... singing him some lullabies....... feeding him..... I miss him SO MUCH. Not having him by my side breaks my heart..... I never thought I would go through so much pain.....If I could I would give my life so that he could live..... :'( I miss you so much Eli..... Mommy luvs you
Rochelle43
Rochelle43
A big hug to you! I remember this pain. What you are feeling is so normal. I, too, cried myself to sleep every night. I don't even know when that stopped. It almost seems unbearable to feel like that. I wanted to be left alone, but then I'd be alone and I'd "think" more and be depressed, etc. It's such a horrible feeling to go through this. I have never lost anyone else real close besides a grandfather (and he was older so it was more expected) so I don't have another loss to really compare it to, but I have to think this is the worst type of loss..........to lose a child.

Hang in there and know I"m thinking of you. My heart aches for you, because I know your sorrow. Trust me, I know. My prayer for you is that you one day see the light at the end of the dark tunnel and are able to find peace with your loss. Don't be able to reach out to those of us who have been there. We are the only ones who know what you're feeling. Find comfort in us. God bless.....
Rochelle43
Rochelle43
I meant to say don't be "afraid" to reach out to those of us who have been there. (typo sorry!)
Marthar1201
Marthar1201
Thank You Rochelle,
I feel comfortable with this support group because I know you ladies understand completely what I am going through..... Everyday I caught myself crying while driving or if I am by myself......