As I posted before I lost my perfect little angel on August 14th. My boyfriend and I live in a different state and so I called him and told him she didn't have a heartbeat. He called me the next day making sure everything was going okay with the labor and I was crying telling him that we will always have two children and he tried telling me that an abortion is the same as a still born. I just can't get over this. Later that night I had called him and told him that I needed to come out there because I just need to be around him and I want our son to be around the both of us and all he can do is tell me how he doesn't have enough money for us to come there and if I want to come out there I am going to have to go and get a job. I'm so hurt, mad and angry. I feel so alone, so empty. How could the one person that is suppose to be there for you through anything not even care? He also said that he needs his own time before we come out because I've been too wanting since this has happened. What am I doing wrong?
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