I lost my son on the 3rd of November 2017. He was such a loved child even before his actual arrival and birth! My partner and I are slowly and carefully navigating through our loss and pain. We are clueless but we are holding each others hands.
He was born at 37 weeks 5 days and was born after my body spontaneously went into labor. I went to the Dr on Monday to confirm his gender and get another opinion and he stubbornly did not want to show his gender. I remember laughing with the Dr and joking at how my son loves attention. I miss him so much and I hope he knows how much I will always love him.
I don't know how I will get over this loss and sometimes it sure does feel like I'm losing my mind. I'm praying and hoping that I recover and heal fully so that by the time I'm ready for another baby I can carry and deliver a wonderful rainbow after our storm.
I lost my son Lucas at 21 weeks on Dec 22 2017. We're a day shy of the 6 month anniversary of his birth. I feel so alone. I feel like it was acceptable while it was still fresh to talk about it, but since it's been 6 months it's no longer OK. I was laying in bed tonight and I realized he'd be almost a month old now and I lost it. I left my sleeping husband to cry on the couch. I picked up my...
I had a stillbirth on 17th March 2018 . It's been 2 months since I gave birth to my sweet little baby girl. Her face pops in My memories at many unexpected moments and the tears start gushing out. People try to console me saying time is the Best healer.... But then I don't understand people when they say that I have got to move on.....when I remember all the things that we had planned for her....