I'm the same way with my fiance, I had to go back to work 2 weeks after our Oliver was born and we both lost it, it came down to me being so anxious about being away from him that I had a nervous breakdown at work and quit. Its probably not very healthy but we have become very dependant on each other but then again no ones been through the same experience you did then him. Its been almost 15 months since we lost him, and I still can't leave the house alone without constant texts back and forth wondering when I'll be home.

I experienced the same exact thing when we lost Aaron. I did a lot of thinking about it and came to the conclusion that the reason I didn't want to be away from my husband was because he was the other half of Aaron. Does that make sense? Considering we made him together. I had a hard time when he went back to work too. He called me like every hour to check on me. And like you terranickole we still text and call all day. I think it's alright. It lightens up eventually. I now only get anxiety when he has to travel to work or something, which thankfully is rare. I wound up getting Xanax's to help with the anxiety.

I'm glad to know this is a normal thing. Today, I desperately wanted to stay home and just sleep all day, but my fianc wanted to go to his parents and do some laundry. I got up and came with him, even though I don't want to be around anyone, just for the sake of being with him. And it isn't that I don't want to be around anyone and am isolating myself or something, I just had a lot of visitors yesterday and am still pretty tired from that. I know I can't realistically expect him to stay by my side 24/7, but I'm really dreading him leaving for work tomorrow. Hopefully I'll find things to do to distract me.

I didn't even like for my husband to sit across the room from me for the first 6 weeks. I needed him right beside me on the couch. When he was at work and the kids in school, I went through my worst crying spells. I now realize I needed the alone time. I beat the heck out of all my pillows and screamed my frustrations out. It probably would have scared my husband and kids if they saw me that way. I was a crazy lady at times. Honestly, it made me feel better to get it out. I also spent a lot of time on here when I was alone. I also did a lot of online shopping :) It was around Christmas though so I kind of had to cause I wasn't going to the mall and dealing with that frustration. Try absorbing yourself into something that will give you hope for the future. For instance, I started putting together my dream home on www.houzz.com. It helped to distract me. I'll be praying extra hard for you tomorrow. You can do it!

I am feeling the same way, dear. I lost my little Katelyn on 2/22/13 and this is my first day back to work. I feel so wrong being here. My husband went back to work last night and I sat and cried wanting him to come home. I know I have to get back to normal but I just don't want to right now. I thought it would help but I don't think it is. I think I am having some anxiety issues. I don't know how to get past this feeling. I am not even sure how to feel, I just don't want to be separated from my husband. He has been there for me, my rock. What am I supposed to do without him right there with me? I understand dear.

I have been experiencing the same thing. My doctor prescribed me some anxiety medications but I still can't be away from him for more than a couple hours. Even if I have a friend over or my parents are there, I still go sit with him while he is working. I was starting to question if this was normal. I'm sad you are going through it too, but comforting to know this feeling is "normal"

My boyfriend was just about to cross the boarder, while I was being told that our baby would die. (he is a long haul truck driver, and thankfully i had his found and rushed home before I delivered)..
When it was time for him to get back on the road after some time off, I was freaking out.. like I felt like I was losing him. Part of me was just simply afraid of what I would feel sitting at home alone. I was terrified of my own thoughts. I cried and pleaded with him not to go.
I ended up going the next day to get my passport (rushed) and I went with him for two weeks.. I know how you are feeling. xo