I lost my beautiful babygirl Molli Grace 11 days ago. i've came across a lot of support groups online for stillbirths and miscarriages but today I found this one and everyones stories really give me some comfort in this nightmare I am living in. My Molli was born on 062917 5 pounds 4 oz 18 inches long. so perfect just like I thought my whole pregnancy was.. until I went for my 39th week check up and my life shattered into pieces when my DR couldn't find her heart beat..i didn't want to believe anything was wrong on my drive down to the hospital (which seemed like forever) just hoping it was the way molli was positioned inside me. eventually the DR did an ultrasound and there was my baby lifeless with no heart beat. i felt numb and empty inside, just wanting to scream and I just couldn't believe it was happening to me. this was my first pregnancy and I was due 070317. so this happened just days before and I'm just having trouble understanding how god can do this to me..to anyone who has gone through this. this is the worst pain I have ever felt and all I want is my baby girl. I was admitted into the hospital Wednesday and got induced that day and had her on Thursday at 823 pm. it was the longest yet fastest process..my baby girl came and went to heaven. the umbilical cord was wrapped around her neck twice. we had a beautiful memorial 2 days later but i find it hard to go and see her ..I just hope she knows mommy and daddy love her so much and would give everything and anything to have her here. I'm sorry this is so long ..i just really hope I can connect with you all since we all unfortunately are going through this together. thank you for reading my story and any words of advice and support are greatly appreciated <3