Stillbirth Support Group
This community is dedicated to those who have been impacted by a stillbirth. A stillbirth occurs when a fetus which has died in the uterus, during labor, or during delivery exits a woman's body. For help and support, share your experiences and learn how others coped. Don't forget that you are not alone.
So today has being one of my worst days since Bens passing I think all along I was kidding myself and staying brave but once I put up my Xmas tree last night I just cant stop crying and haven't stopped all day its so hard I had such different dreams for you my baby boy I miss you terribly xxx
That's a big step.... its ok for you to cry and miss Ben..... I know how you feel.... By Ben being ur first baby and not having him here is hard.... i feel u... you know we are in the same exact situation.... Eli was my first baby as well.... and by putting up ur xmas tree again it is a big step... many angel mommies are not able to do so.... I have read some articles..... it will take time unfortunately we will have many melt downs and holidays wont be the exeption.
Hugs ur missy