ok, two weeks ago I heard all my husband had sone and trust me there so much more than what I had been told. Thanks to a poloygraphy test he told all. Needless to say the shock took it's toll on my body and I got very sick the day we got home. I am still fighting an ear infection and just starting to feel better. As I watched my husband going on with life being able to work his recovery and move on with his life sometimes I became resentful but alwasy keeping it from blowing up. I see im working hard and trying. The trouble is that he is going for runs in the afternoon and I don't trust him. I don't stop him from going and I don't yell and scream or make a big issue. He came home and was mad because I was not all lovey dove and said that he couldn't live this way(after me only knowing for 2 weeks all he has done). I am not being a crazy woman about this but I also am not going to be his best friend. Last week he took his work phone with him on his walk(the way he would get what he needed for his Addiction) and he said he wouldn;t take it anymore. I just don't know wht to think anymore I am sick of geting upset and not saying anything then he will come in be sweet and tell me how much he loves me this is happening more and more. Any advise? sorry if this is confussing I have a blocked ear and it is making me dizzy. Thaanks for understanding!
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