Just got the papers today, H goes in to do the DNA test Sept 17th at 2pm... I am happy to see an end in sight, but completely broken inside and don't want to know. Why can't I just be happy for once, I have done nothing wrong here, yet I feel like I am the only one paying for his fuck up. I also had him tell my kids today, they took it better then I wanted them to...and that pissed me off (they 12,10,and 9)I wanted them to ask him why would you do that to us, I thought you loved us, but no they just said Oh, mom does that mean your splitting up? I said, No that is for me to decide and no one else. I just feel like he got off so flippin easy again...... When is he going to suffer like I do every single day? I don't know if it is right of me to do this, but our 8 year annervasery (sp?) is coming up on the sept 12th, and I am putting him to the test. see he works Fri and Sat. nights. I am not going to remind him of it or even ask what he has planned for me, I am just gonna wait and see if he blows me off, and he better hope he doesn't................ I really hate my life right now, I hate him for doing this to me and my kids........But yet, I still love that idot with everything that is me.