Well, the day has finally arrived. It's 11pm and I have to be up at 6 in the morning. I wish i could take a sleeping pill, but im too afraid I'll over sleep. I dont know what will happen but, I have got to be strong and walk with courage.
I recieved two more affidavits this week,from neighbors. I have given up that me and my stbx will ever be friends. He is too much of a snake. I hate that he dragged my kids into this bullshit. I told my son,that he has nothing to worry about regarding the "Child Evaluation" and custody hearing. I told him that judges love kids and that there is nothing that he can do or say wrong.
This IS kinda' strange, ain't it ladies? Here i was starting a group about staying with your husband and taking on their kids from an affair. NOW, I am taking his ass to court and he is living with his mistress and their kids from their affair.
Someone once told me that if this was the worst thing that ever happen to me........I am blessed. I really didnt get it when they told me that. I felt like this was the worst thing EVER! But, I'll live. Yes, it is hard somedays, but I wouldnt change a thing. Really I wouldn't. Because if I did I wouldnt have known for sure that I was doing the right thing. I wouldnt have been so confident that no matter what happens or happen......it in NOT my fault.
Well, ladies wish me luck. I'll be back to let all my sistah-friends here now what happen. Tgc, hugz and kisses, Sincerely,Shadowdancer.