I found out that the DR are going to be taking the baby early, because the OW has Heart issue. My gut has been telling me that it is my H baby. I have being so strong during all of this, but am tierd of feeling alone. I finially broke down last night and let my H see how much this really effects me. He has been wanting to wait until the OW contacts him about the baby, but now he knows this will hang over our heads until it is delt with. HE now will be the one to push for a DNA test. My gut tells me it is 90% his. I'm usally right. :( How do I even start to make my mind up? I love my H very much, and can imagine my life with out him, but know I am not strong enough to deal with that kid. How do you sort out your feelings about it, what if I make the wrong choice? I wish this wasn't so confusing.
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