Hi jeanne
That thought you are having isnt nice and Im sorry you are having it. Many of us have suffered from depression and thoughts like that can be part of the depression. Maybe you could see your GP and he/she could help. Take care
Hugs
Deb

Oh Jeanne- I'm sorry toure having a bad time right now. Please take it easy and be good to yourself- and go see your doctor if you need some help. Dont feel ashamed to ask for help. You know we care about you here but its difficult to help you - please reach out to someone locally for help.

Yea, sometimes we all feel like bashing our head against the wall. It will pass.
Take care of yourself.
Joe

Jeanne, lets take a few deep breaths and think about this, why would you ask that question? What did you do today, it was a Holiday, did you cook out or what. Something was a trigger. Like everyone said, you need to call your Doctor. Call a friend, family member, neighbor. Please answer us and let us know what we can do. To answer your question, the answer is no. Just hang on I think the trigger will pass.

I am not depressed... I occasionally have these weird thoughts run through my mind. I have been thinking about this for awhile but I do not act upon it. I have way too much to live for and I fight every day to keep my head held high. I think I am on some pretty decent medications that are helping. Sorry for the alarm that I raised. I love you guys...And I'm still smoke free....

Hugs to you jeanne. Just popped in to wish grannie well and saw your post, was worried too i must admit. Glad you're ok though, Cole x

hugs Jeanne I am sorry you are having a tough time and I am glad you are reaching out to us and we are hear for you sweetie...
I am glad you are ok sweetie and we love you too...had in there and if you need to vent we are here to listen my friend...

And yes I have had those thoughts in the past...it is too easy...you can end it but look what you leave behind...is it worth it..you hurt the people that love you...
hang in there and I will say a prayer for you...and good job that you are not smoking...hugs

Sometimes I have weird thoughts - but that's all they are, thoughts. You're not alone in this. I'm glad you wrote that you're not feeling depressed right now - that is good to hear! Hugs to you Jeanne! ox Tikka

Jeanne: you do not have to be depressed to have weird thoughts. Some people have anxiety
or obsessive thoughts that just keep popping
up in their minds. My sister is afraid of
heights, and is scared she might just suddenly
jump off a high place. She is not depressed;
just anxious. So her mind thinks "what if?".
"What if" I go up someplace high and then
just jump off? The same could be true for
you when you are driving. An odd thought just enters your mind; maybe because you
are worried or anxious about something.
Just one idea, and one opinion. If, you keep
having "weird" thought more frequently, I would ask your doctor IF any of your meds could be causing this? Best wishes.

Jeanne,

I too was worried when I read your post.

Even when I suffered bad depression a few years back I never had thoughts like this. If such thoughts were to come I would also think that if I did such a thing how much it would hurt people I care about and who care about me.

You say you are not depressed but something must be wrong for you to have had these thoughts and to have posted them here.

You know how much we all care for you and that it is because we do care that we say you really must talk to your Doc about this.

Sounds like you've got a lot of us worried, hoping you're feeling better today. I have thought like this too, the "What if" like bluebird said. Take care of yourself

I hear ya, Jeanne. I went through that recently with a very close family member. In her case I later found out it was part of post tramatic stress disorder from a near fatal accident. Either way, hope you are doing better today.