Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
i am so tired of being depressed. whats wrong with my brain? i am always struggling with depression. i am tired of feeling like, "whats the point?" life is stupid! why bother? i am tired of trying, struggling. i feel enslaved. i want to be free, and yet i need stability. i have no friends. i am cranky, short tempered, negative, a pain in the butt, fat. sigh... all the negative talk in my head. why cant i shut it off? i just want it to stop. i am tired of struggling with myself. i wish there was a way to end it that would not hurt me physically and others emotionally. sigh... i am so over it!
Do you go to therapy? One thing I used to do to keep myself from hurting myself was to write..A LOT. Even if I was writing about hurting myself, at least I wasn't doing it.
It takes a long time to change the way you think. Haha, I'm still working on it big time!
I think...I hate to treat medication like a panacea but, when someone is feeling as badly as you are, medication combined with therapy can help A LOT!
I used to..and still sometimes..blame myself for being depressed. My mom once told me that depression IS an illness, and would I blame myself if I had cancer? Never!
If you ever need to talk, just let me know! I'm here...I might not have all the answers, but I'll listen!