This happened when I was a teenager. I was 16 and I babysat for the next door neighbors. It was a warm spring evening when I got a call around 11 o'clock. It was the neighbor next door. She sounded very drunk and asked me to come over and babysit for her because she was going to go to the bar with her friend. I thought whatever a typical night of babysitting. I was wrong. When I got there as I was walking up the stairs in to their living room I hear the neighbor say " Keep an open mind now". I was like "okay sure." Unsure for what I was about to see. She had her pants off and was struggling to get a new pair on but being to drunk she was stumbling all over the place like a drunkin fool she was. So she says to me in a slurred voice " So we're too drunk to go to the bar, but you can hang out here, I don't care, Fuck it!" Me being a naive 16 year old that was use to being around drunkin fools didn't question it. They all proceeded to take shots and we talked outside for awhile. But when we came inside that changed. I smoked a lot of weed in high school and they asked me if I wanted to smoke with them in the bathroom. Being an idiot I say yes. While this was all happening I really thought she was just being nice and wanted to hang out. But when we got in there and started smoking she started to get weird. She first pulled down her pants and underwear and proceeded to go to the bathroom in front of her room mate, friend, and me. I'm sure the rest of them didn't care but I did. Then she stood up and started to hug me. I tried to push her away but shes like 5'10 and I'm 5'3 so she was stronger. She tried to kiss me too. She stroked my hair and grabbed my breasts and butt. I was so embarrassed that she was doing this in front of her roommate (her friend ended up passing out drunk on the bed) I was terrified. She said she wanted to fuck me. I had to remind her that I was 16. She stroked and smelled my hair and told me I smelt so fresh and clean. After struggling in the bathroom for a while we went out to the kitchen. By this time she was so loud that she woke up one of the kids and he asked why I was there. She told him to go back to sleep. I started to freak out at that point. I wanted to cry so when we got in to the kitchen I asked the roommate who was more sober than the neighbor should I go home? He said that's up to you. It was very strange trying to decipher from the room mate and the neighbor were saying that whether or not I should leave or stay. I decided to stay because I could tell the neighbor was going to have a drunkin breakdown. She started telling me stuff about how her father would cheat on her mom with a whole bunch of other women. I couldn't help but feel sorry. I could feel her pain bleeding out to me. It was horrible. I had no idea what to do. I was leaning on the counter and when I wasn't looking she came up behind me and smacked me on the ass hard and said that I was cute. Her and her roommate ended up play fighting to which lead to the neighbor giving the roommate a bloody nose. After that she made a sandwich and passed out on the couch. After whatever we were watching was over I said to the roommate that I was gonna go home and pass out because I was tired. He said ok night. Then I left. I felt so violated and dirty. I couldn't sleep I felt so foreign to this world. Why would she do that ? I felt the trust that I had in her shatter. I looked up to her like a mentor not some perverted sex Mom. I wounder if she even remembered what happened that night. I continued to babysit for them which is stupid. I played it off like nothing happened. It bothers me that the roommate didn't even seem to care, he only told the neighbor that I looked scared but that was all. I really try to bury this deep down and try to forget and move on, but sometimes when the night is too quiet the voices of those memories can be heard echoing through out the night.