Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
well i talked with my abuser a lil. i asked him if he ever told me not to tell anyone and if we ever had like intercorse of any type and we wrote back and siad he did tell me not to tell anyone but did not have intercorse. i'm glad he said that he told me to to tell cuz i was beating myself up for not telling and that make's sence now why i never did for so long. umm but now i'm so confused with my flashback's. i know we did have intercourse because of my flashback and i know for sure that happend and i told him about it and he does not remmeber and said the only thing i remeber you doing in that room was with luke. ah now that confuses me alot. cuz then that mean's the flashback that i have been having with my other brother is true and i hate that. but i just wrote him back asking what we did. man i'm soo confused!
I dont think you'll ever be able to uncover the truth as hard as it might be. Sometimes we have to let go. I dont remember any of my abuse as a child but i get really bad flashbacks and i wonder to if they are the truth or not.
take care xx