Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
I'm glad you're safe and I hope these horrid perpetrators are far away.
I know I asked myself why the person who molested me did it (their goal was to get me aroused, not themselves, so I didn't understand what was in it for them.) Who knows? Usually, psychologists say it's a power trip for people, and that sounds plausible.
Some people really intertwine sex and power issues together, especially if they themselves experienced powerlessness, they sexualize it very heavily.