Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
I don't think i'm doing too good. I want to talk about it but I don't. I want someone to know but I dont. I want it to stop, but I'm scared. I don't want my mom to find out.. I freak out at the thought. My friends: three know now.. they say I should find a therapist or tell my mom or talk to someone. I have no money what do ever. My parents don't even really.. got enough to pay bills.. my mom has back problems.. keep us and the animals barely fed... borrowing money from grandparents. I don't know what to do. I'm scared.. I think I'm depressed.. I've been thinking off death lately, yet I haven't tried anything, I'm too scared about self harming.. I'm a wimp in general.. I'm a loser. A fucking loser.
You are not alone.
First , i am very proud of you for evn joining DS and considering talking about what is still ongoing and so painful to your soul.
You are a strong soul, probably way stronger than you feel or know.
Please continue to consider getting help to make this situation stop, or at least please continue to read others experiences here and maybe check out RAINN.com too. A great resource for many things including survivor stories. Reading will help you see that others have been where you are and have made it out of their abusive situations and some even made it to healing again. And above all else , I hope you will continue to write about your experiences, the emotions that get overwhelming at times, the fear, the memoires any of it and all of it. Getting it out , keeping it processing can and has helped many.