Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
ok so this dream i had the other night i don't udnerstand and idk why i had it. it was of my brother luke, and i was sitting at the computer and he came in and was like will you get off soon cuz i want to go to bed ( we had a fold out bed in the computer room and he sleep's in there cuz my mom doesn't want ppl sleeping on the couch) so i said yes and he came in and stood over me and then leaned over and started kissing me neck and i was on this site typeing like a journal entry or something and quickly finished it and then got off as fast as i could and my mom was sitting in the other room and she didn't know it had just happend and so i ran out of the room and went up to my room and cryed. why did i have this dream? luke abused me too but not as much as mason and i havn't had a dream about luke in forever and why now? why did i have this dream. it's never happend before because this dream was in the presence. so it make's me scared that it's going to happen and make's me a lil uneasy when he's here and he's here alot acutaly. ugh idk what do you guy's think?
stay with friends when he's there?
i'm not sure what it means really... maybe it's your minds way of saying you need to be away from him?
i'm very sorry =[ that's just aweful
my dreams have a big effect on me...it might sound silly but they can ruin my hole day sometimes...
i hope this is not the case for you, and that you are doing okay.
have you told anyone about your abuse?
it is possible that your subconscience mind is responding to your healing process and things are just coming out in what ever form they can find.
remember a dream cannot hurt you. They are terrifing forsure at times. But i believe as you heal the dreams will go away.
good luck
One is that you might be trying to tell yourself that you are scared and feel insecure about him being there, and to remind you to pay attention to your feelings. Him being around you a lot is very probably triggering your memory.
Was Mason scarier? The second thought is that you are starting to acknowledge your pain a little bit more. I know that when people have been abused by multiple people they sometimes will start remembering about the person who is the least threatening. I heard of someone retrieving memories about her uncle, and then after becoming stronger and more self aware and forgiving of herself, she was shocked to find her father had abused too. So she began the healing process again. Mason might have disturbed you more than Luke did.
Can you request that he not come over so often (or at all while you're home)? Can you talk to your Mom about the dream?
Take good care of yourself. I know when I'm trying to deal with something hard I think of my supports here. I ask myself what would my buddy do for me if she was here to help. It helps me decide how I can help myself. Take us with you when you need us.