Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
The people that should care DONT. the people that you don't want to care do...... if you will ever let them. I hate every holiday that follows the 4th of JULY. The last 2 years before yesterday my bestfriend and the person I wanted it all did things together.... through all of my crap. TODAY i feel like I am living through this alone. I don't have it in me to let somebody else EVER get to know me the same way. My mother is married for the third time and I am no longer important to answer the phone or if she cant answer to let me know why. I live in a state away from all of my family..... originally not by my choice. The only thing that has gotten me anything in the the last 6 months is straight honesty..... but not to the people that want to hear it. Almost as if people don't want to hear that I am struggling. also the people that get to spend EVERY holiday together. to the beginning of the crappy season for me. NOT SINCE I Was 15 has it been good. WHY ME? God I didn't ask for this
I get it... Nobody is going to make your life better... Nobody. It takes you having hope that it can get better. Sometimes the first step is being willing to be willing to be hopeful again.
Things will change that's a fact. Find a way to let that be a small change for the better.... Taking care of yourself... See a Dr... Find a support group... Pray...
You know what nobody might be able to give you what you need today but I pray someday you will be that somebody for someone else.