Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
i hope you dont mind me making another entry excuse me if i talked too much but i needed to talk a bit an ill show you.. this is real. i just spoke
to a child sex solicitor, they tell me im slightly different but with many shared themes. that one cant handle the events an effects in adulthood.
pretty much what i said in the first place. i showed the hospital first
hand they told me "if thats what they were doing it should have been at the police a long time ago" , so now ive got the legal stuff started again.
now look thats what they just told me, what am i supposed to do now ?
. then they wonder why i scream at them
can you see what i mean by flashbacks an all that now, now im thinking
what the hell have you done to me, so now what i went thru is real
and illegal, so im sitting here writing this almost dazed at telling one
of them an them saying that. and we live in poverty while they had the fun
an have the money. an atttack us after even physically. havent we got a right to complain ? i went into more detail to them, tonight think of what
i have to deal with if it dosent hurt you to think that way, these people arguing with me and atttacking me even after. an its still child sex in that sense, so when the trouble starts i sit here going to tears almost
of them coming in here hassling me over paeophiles and what they
did to me an they have the gall to argue with me an start that stuff here wherei live an get violent. its like them hanging me and
i didnt do anything, so i ended up screaming "dont come here go and f^^^ing get them!" , that is real time since i came on thats whats happpened
can you see what its like now ? i just neee to let that out, i hope you dont mind.
to a child sex solicitor, they tell me im slightly different but with many shared themes. that one cant handle the events an effects in adulthood.
pretty much what i said in the first place. i showed the hospital first
hand they told me "if thats what they were doing it should have been at the police a long time ago" , so now ive got the legal stuff started again.
now look thats what they just told me, what am i supposed to do now ?
. then they wonder why i scream at them
can you see what i mean by flashbacks an all that now, now im thinking
what the hell have you done to me, so now what i went thru is real
and illegal, so im sitting here writing this almost dazed at telling one
of them an them saying that. and we live in poverty while they had the fun
an have the money. an atttack us after even physically. havent we got a right to complain ? i went into more detail to them, tonight think of what
i have to deal with if it dosent hurt you to think that way, these people arguing with me and atttacking me even after. an its still child sex in that sense, so when the trouble starts i sit here going to tears almost
of them coming in here hassling me over paeophiles and what they
did to me an they have the gall to argue with me an start that stuff here wherei live an get violent. its like them hanging me and
i didnt do anything, so i ended up screaming "dont come here go and f^^^ing get them!" , that is real time since i came on thats whats happpened
can you see what its like now ? i just neee to let that out, i hope you dont mind.
Ask them to give you a pen and paper-tell them you'll voluntarily respond to their questions in writing-writing it may be less painful than speaking it. Try wrapping up in a blanket tightly, it's sort of like a hug.
((((GIANT HUG)))))
Mental hospitals suck...here and in the UK.
My best friend Lou was stuck in the PICU in Colchester for several months...or as I called it "Hotel Kittybarf" The walls were the exact color of cat vomit.
>>sends good energy
a police unit or somebody i mean do you get a mental health team for paedos or rapes or abuse ? or are they any different in the other units ? im finding the whole thing is very dirty an barbaric. those units are dirty they help them at times an just conceal. its like they say well this is the state an what you can expect or what you get an they just try to brush it aside like when you just happen to die in hospital or wherever. so you get social workers with social theories in sex cases with organizations. one of my friends died after falling from
a transport van in a electric wheelchair over incompetence and violation of regulations of the lift at the back, they treated me like that with the paedos oh well it dosent matter, just stick it on there
an say theyre this or that or that happened. also a jerk who cant do his job properly and you see even less reports theyre just lost.
i wasnt aware that this was even legal where i am, ty for the thoughts and wishes and yes wrapping it up would be nice, just something gentle and sweet instead as well. some of my friends had relapses an ended up back in hospital, this is down in surrey
thats all i sorta know to do things like that, to stop that pain at times.
thankyou hugggs back
honsetly it is going to be a long process but sometimes thats what it takes..... its really shitty that they get to walk around as free people and that you have the shitty end of it... i know how it feels to feel like the law doesnt want to help you but sometimes you just have to do some research and do the best you can.... talking is really hard for me as well... its never easy... and then you feel like no one really cares..... but out there is someone that is willing to help you... as long as it may take...... just take a breather from time to time and trust me it will get better it always gets worse befor it gets better.... :) if you ever need someone to listen im here....... because thats what i need as well ........ someone to listen and not judge you... hope i made you feel a little better and i wish you the best of luck
tellinng me its very worrying an so they sent me to another.
thats the second one. so now were at 4 court involvements
and 2 advocacies and apparently they told me to other things.
all i did was report the injuries an pain etc as i was getting to much
pain etc. as i said this guy went to the police for unnown reasons still
then this started. i mean ok it was sexual assaults it led to me being
missing an i was atttacked at home after. i honestly dont know at the
minute what the hell it was going on again. perhaps you can see
what i meant, of the pain violence and shady dealings involved in some things, inc claiming i was deluded and all that.
what for ????????