Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
I have and always was THE VICTIM, to the point that it defined me, enable my criminal activity and caused me a delusion of untouchability. I was justified. No one else had any right to speak to my survival. You see I was taken from my family and when I finally had my own they were taken too. So I wandered crack town, shelters when eligible and once a month I was king for a day. There were the good times, like when everyone was dealing out of my apartment, which happened from time to time. I had a working girl who favored me and we walked the streets many nights with many high times between tricks.
I have been adopted, at AGE 32!
So now I am toxic to normal people, seen stuff, learned stuff, know stuff and believe stuff that only causes stress. I also DID stuff while high, with my sense of entitlement, my distorted thinking and @$#@%GSA%@%. Beware from this point on.
If you dare speak to me, God Bless... more only if requested.
I began making exit plans at age 6!
I have been adopted, at AGE 32!
So now I am toxic to normal people, seen stuff, learned stuff, know stuff and believe stuff that only causes stress. I also DID stuff while high, with my sense of entitlement, my distorted thinking and @$#@%GSA%@%. Beware from this point on.
If you dare speak to me, God Bless... more only if requested.
I began making exit plans at age 6!
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I feel so dirty and used I was drunk and passed out at a party when I came around some guy was on top of me rapeing me he covered my mouth and told me to shut up afterwards he got up and got dressed and said I better not tell anyone I found my friend and reported that I had been raped after having medical checks and them getting DNA I've taken the morning after pill IAM just so depressed and...
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Upon his departure, he remarked, "I am in many people’s pockets; no one will believe you." Have you ever grappled with the silence that follows sexual assault, where the perceived impossibility of being believed necessitates self-censorship?
If you're still alive after all these years and all your experiences, maybe you can consider yourself a survivor, too. If you're still alive, it means you're very strong. I hope you can find the resources to start to heal from all you've been through.
You're welcome to talk about whatever you want to here. What we do is put "TW" on the post (it stands for Trigger Warning) so people know that there's something heavy in your post and can read cautiously or choose not to read.
The Sexual Abuse group has been very quiet lately. If you want more interaction with people, you can join the PTSD group, which is always active.
95% of the people on DS are really kind and respectful, so you've come to a good place. As someone in the PTSD group often says, "Healing happens. Hope it happens to you."