Sexual Abuse Support Group
Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...
Thr only time I "talk" about any of this stuff is on here, but I feel like I'm taking away peoples time. I feel like people will think I'm an attention seeker and I'm over reacting.
On another note...
Is it normal to feel absolutely disgusted with wanting someone to touch you, in a normal affectiaonate way or sexual way? Is it normal to feel guilty or to hate yourself when ever soemone touch's you.
A friend poked me in the arm and side, we were joking around at school (he's a guy) and after a minute or two I felt disgusted in myself.
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I feel so dirty and used I was drunk and passed out at a party when I came around some guy was on top of me rapeing me he covered my mouth and told me to shut up afterwards he got up and got dressed and said I better not tell anyone I found my friend and reported that I had been raped after having medical checks and them getting DNA I've taken the morning after pill IAM just so depressed and...
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Upon his departure, he remarked, "I am in many people’s pockets; no one will believe you." Have you ever grappled with the silence that follows sexual assault, where the perceived impossibility of being believed necessitates self-censorship?
On the other note, I think what might have happened was that when your friend poked you it triggered your feelings about the abuse, which you translated into disgust with yourself.
I want to beable to have fun with friends, male or female and not feel that way though... How do I do that, then?
I, too, think you got triggered by your friend poking you. I wish I had some easy advise that would keep you from getting triggered again, but honestly, I don't, sorry. Therapy is what helps me.