I don't know that any of us can say for sure if this is a sign. It could be that you were taught, very strictly, that no one was allowed to touch you. Both would cause the same reaction in a child.

Have you considered talking with a therapist? They can help you explore the feelings you do have which may lead to more memories returning if there are more that need to return.

Sorry I could not help more. I repressed memories of abuse for over 30 years so I do know it's possible to completely forget something so traumatic. Please work with a therapist so you can know for sure. If it did happen you deserve to heal from it.

Take Care

There's no way to know for sure. But I would say trust your instincts. In 2006 I started to have memories of my dad touching me after bathtime and It was like I was a third person watching it. In my memory my older sister was there and turned around to get my clothes to dress me in and then turned back around. When I told my sister what I saw -her response was how did you know I used to do that. I was a baby till a toddler when in my memory that he did that. I know instinctively that it happened.

He did used to put his hand on my upper thigh. That I remember.