Self-Injury Support Group

Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.

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Itzjustme
Itzjustme
after 7 months being cut free i snapped tonite and carved..i only carved one other time in my 3 years of cutting...tonite WAS ONE OF THE WORST \NIGHTs for me ...i had this huge fight with my mom and she started fighting me physically and slapping me an dopushing me and pulling my hair..i was screaming and told her to leave me alone then i left the house and ran as long as i cud then walked..then my twin bro caught up with me and walked with me..i was outside in the freezing cold with no jacket, slipper kinda shoes that wer way too big...and pjs.

i came back home and my mom resumed her yelling and i told her not to touch me...i didnt hit her and so she shouldnt hit me and she got in my face and just ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..so i carved "i'll Die" in my wrist...i dont regret cutting im sad that i couldnt make it to a year cut free
deleted_user
deleted_user
Thats terrible, your mom should not be acting like that. Children should be loved and cherished always, but not everyone is perfect, and no everyone is meant to be a parent. I hope you dont actually want to die, eventually things do get better, and you can make a life for yourself. A life with loving people, who understand you. I hope things get better for you.
Itzjustme
Itzjustme
sometime i just want to:( but i keep trying to remember all the things i have to look foward too
deleted_user
deleted_user
I relapsed again tonight. I think I was around 4 months or so, and, like you, tonight was one of the worse times.
Nothing in particular happened, just everything seemed to hit at once and I slowly crumbled.
Guess it's time to reset the calender. . .

Tonight I even helped a friend, ending it with a simple "take one step, now another; See, you've made progress already!" Maybe I should start following my own advice.
From my stent through motorcycle crashes, coming "inches" from suicide and all that, I feel most of us who do these things don't want to die, we simply want it to end or for something to start over.