
Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.

freedomlover
hey its me i havent wrote in a while..i dont know if anyone cares but think latlys have been messed and i really got scared.
i stopped cutting for a while...plaster i bright smile on my face...tryed to be happy...even whe i felt disgraced....i loughed and played,,, i never cryed i tryed just to move one...but is seemed that deep inside..that nuthening really changed,,,my friends think that i am happy...so do my paresnts and teachers,,,but all i really want to do is go hide and cryed,,,i want to take my razor again...i want to take my knife,,,i want to makes just one little cut,,,but not to end my life...it seems like know one cares..about the pain i feel...does anyone care..on here?
sorry about the rymes in this i actully need help and advise that just kinda came out when i was writing this and it made more sence to me..anyone can you help me polease...tell me what i am doing wrong?
i stopped cutting for a while...plaster i bright smile on my face...tryed to be happy...even whe i felt disgraced....i loughed and played,,, i never cryed i tryed just to move one...but is seemed that deep inside..that nuthening really changed,,,my friends think that i am happy...so do my paresnts and teachers,,,but all i really want to do is go hide and cryed,,,i want to take my razor again...i want to take my knife,,,i want to makes just one little cut,,,but not to end my life...it seems like know one cares..about the pain i feel...does anyone care..on here?
sorry about the rymes in this i actully need help and advise that just kinda came out when i was writing this and it made more sence to me..anyone can you help me polease...tell me what i am doing wrong?
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we do care. pls don't. It matters to me.
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But it does get so frustrating.... it's hard to keep it going. i don't even know if it's healthy =/
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